Thank you Maisie. I'm not so mad anymore (whoops, I think I am, just didn't know it now). That was the Xact story I needed to hear and experience. This "figt" would have been accepted and honored as the accidental Divine Ordinance of another century...oops, I forgot about the crucifixtionaries and papal ordinances, the golden gates being plugged up, etc. This story was just what a tired misunderstood woman needed to hear today. I swear....the 3am hour of prayer and awakeing is very ancient and epigraphically (ok-I'm pretending to understand the science...in trooth I'm singing some 60's songs and admiring the stories). Thank you Amaising grace, I'm so sick of nay sayers...do we need another reed of acceptance? You lived it well. If you'd been born (and probably were) about 3,000 yrs ago, in a vision questing place, no one would argue with you. they'd just say thank you, I'm really crabby right now. You still have the gift and there is no apologies (and I can go on and on about how Jewish historians would write vita apologies, polemically charged edumacated ones and twirl the privy...egawds-like you had an ego thing happening here.) love you and all the the others lots, but having been there-I'm about ready to blast off. Did we get to be that thing? Was it a golden societal passport to parlay thru the tube of being allowed a nicer life? Nope-it was a pain in the axx. I love bricks, dogs and drool. Thank you for sharing-it is just what I needed to hear and not listen to a bunch of really abusive axxhats trying to tell me I'm not good enough. Ain't we all? Oh-forgot...I can go to my gestaltic ubercool shrink that is so happy to see me...instead of the idiots out wandering around, grrrrr....once you said if I read your whole book, I may not like you so much since you are feisty. Well, guess what- I think I would. And it were the Spirit of Jesus Christ that reminded me to ask you how you were doing. Did I ask for that job anytimesoon? Nope. Are people who don't like Him or His story idiots? Are those that don't believe in Him or believe in someone else lesser than those that have an affinity for Jesus vs. Allah, Mohammed, Babaji, Maha Kali any different.
We didn't ask for this. Just believe and keep telling your stories. sorry I'm so crabby. I'm pretty pixxed off. But love always abides. Pax linnyx
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